18.9.04 . 3:09 PM
Ok everyone. This is the new facade of my blog. This is juz-a-blog. Haha although it may seem like a bit mental, but the words definitely do not speak my mind. I just find the blogskin nice and cool so I used it(though it may seem more appropriate for jasmine because of her blog's URL). I think i'll just leave my blog halfway renovated for now. I don't get inspirations in one shot. There is also a newly added tag-board so that you may add whatever comments,whether good or bad.Now to entry.
My mum cooked mee siam this morning. It tasted very delicious. And i ate mee siam again in the afternoon. It tasted nice too. I just hope i won't eat mee siam again at night. Haha. I've been staying in my room the whole day and facing the computer. It is my new addiction to a game i recently bought with the prescence of JF,WQ and HY. We are a group of weird combination but definitely clicked well. The game resembles "Diablo" but is much easier to play. I know. Don't make me guilty. I haven't been studying. Yes i know i should be wearing my thick black glasses holding piles and stacks of notes and encylopedias but I just lose my faith. I mean i don't regard doing well in the upcoming exams anymore because of SS. It just brings me down. So what if i do well in the other subjects? I will still get an aggregate more than 10. Where can I go? NOWHERE. So might as well just flunk everything and show people I am not smart at all. I just look like a nerd. Thats all. I dun get good grades like what a nerd can. I don't vomit knowledge like what a nerd can do. I'm just myself.
I aim high, or too high. But I just want to get what i want.
So much for depression.
I will be going out later for bbq. Long time since the last one and also wrong time for this one. Like having fun in the middle of my prelims. Ha I just have to follow my impulse. TOO BAD.
Okie i think I have finish blogging. Update more on the nxt entry.
-blog off-
